A store bought cake
with two wax numbers
a rotisserie chicken
with two tubs of sides
a banner on the wall
held with clear tape
with no handwriting
a dog sitting
by the table
a can of corned beef
and a bowl
a parakeet nibbling
on a treat
in a moved cage
wrapped with less reason
on a phone
a movie reserved
on a service
earlier that day
a walk in the park
In this poem, a person is celebrating their birthday. The person is alone and lonely and tries to compensate.
The person buys themselves a cake, and has two number candles for their age. From the store they also bought chicken and sides so they could have a special dinner.
The put a banner on a wall that says, “Happy Birthday”. They held it with clear tape so they could take it down easily.
They bought themselves a card, but wrote nothing in it. They worry that someone, someday, might find the card, and they don’t want to look like they gave themselves a birthday card.
For friends, the person has a dog and a parakeet. The dog is by the table and the person got the dog corned beef as food so the dog could celebrate with the person.
They gave their parakeet a treat for the same reason, and moved the parakeet cage by the table they are at so they could feel like there was someone else with them.
The person bought themselves a present and put it in a box. They wrapped it for the occasion, but not to hide the contents (as they know what it is), a reason wrapping is normally applied.
The only well wishes the person got are from companies they do business with that sent them birthday emails. They read them on their phone and appreciated some sense of the well wishes.
The person has saved a movie on a streaming service to watch that night for something special on their birthday. That day, they walked in the park as an outing. The park was a place the person felt comfortable going alone.
As the person sits down to celebrate their birthday, they think about their life and how they go to this point.
The person feels alone.
This poem is about loneliness. The idea was expressed by showing a person who had no one to celebrate their birthday with them. The steps the person takes to have a nice birthday, despite being alone, to some degree make them feel lonelier.